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Breaking the chains that bind

Just checking in. How’d you all get on with September’s energy? Up, down; loving, angry for no known reason; huge bursts of energy, then apathy… All of that no doubt, and all at the same time!

September was a huge month for energy which brought many extraordinary revelations to both the personal and collective consciousness. And it was probably a bit rocky for some of us. But if you thought October would be a time to catch your breath, think again – a further burst is on its way with the 10/10 portal opening next Thursday.

Celebrated each year, this year’s 10/10 Portal is arguably the most transformative it’s ever been – for it’s time to reconnect, recalibrate and recharge our lightbodies, and time to dive deep into our shadowlands to explore, to throw off anything that no longer serves us and select the best parts to bring into our new life in the light.

Are you ready?

Nope, none of us really are! But if you’re reading this post, you’re on the right path, and we can get you to that point soon.

We’re very good at sweeping things under the carpet, especially when they hurt too much to pick over. But this will not do any more. Holding all this old stuff in our energy fields just acts like ballast to weigh us down.

The entrance to this portal is surrounded by all our unresolved shadows, old wounds, feelings of not being good enough, worthy enough, brave enough. But oh my, how tantalising the glorious light is on the other side, if we would just step out of the shadows, step through to a land of lovely golden light.

Some of us have of course made it through to 5D already. This golden light is the light of the New Dawn, the sunrise of New Earth. A glorious place but perhaps still a little unknown… So the known is familiar, and we could be forgiven for perhaps loitering by the gateway, reluctant to step through…

But it’s time to focus on the Light, not our past shadows. If you’ve made it this far, you want to step through… Our dithery-ness is because we’re frightened of a world that we don’t understand. The sun is incomprehensible to those who have never seen it (or not seen it for the longest time!)

When I was about seven, I got a heads-up as to what it was like. I awoke from a poignantly beautiful dream. I’d been to a place of such bliss, joy, love, gold that words cannot do it justice. The skies were that divine not-a-cloud-in-the-sky blue, I seemed to be on an island of pure silver-white sand in an ocean of aquamarine waters, bathed in the most beautiful golden light. Cherished by a love so sweet that I could do little more than bite back tears at the loss, basking in the memory and the glory, not wanting to move or leave, just to BE there a bit longer.
I remember thinking in my dream “At last, thank God, I’m home!” but sobbed uncontrollably when I awoke because I was still here on Earth. I learned to dismiss it as dream. But 50 years on, I still remember that love, and the yearning to be back in its midst.
One day soon, please…

And so we cling to our more recent memories. Of being in the darkness, taunted by the shadows, feeling shame or guilt for our actions, helpless to rise up, separated from those who’ve already made it through, and dismissed by those who do not remember what we’re rising up towards anyway.

But take heart. We ALL feel a bit like this. And we just need to remember that the way out of our individual and collective darkness is through the Light.

Fear keeps us in the shadows; so do our unresolved wounds. Our pain can keep us here, but the shadowlands are not what is going to heal us, or lift us up.

What is going to heal us is boldly stepping into this beautiful new energy – and not looking back.

2020 is the year Heaven on Earth is restored. So on this 10/10, more than ever before, we are being offered the chance to break free from those habitual chains that bind us, and to explore who we really are, where we need to be individually and as a collective, and how we move forward together.

It’s no coincidence this prep work for 2020 is happening this month. October is the month of Transformation and is about death, regeneration, rebirth. It’s about choosing to go through the dark night of the soul and coming out the other side stronger. It’s a time for releasing your pain and “grief” (for the part of you you thought you had lost) so that you are ready to be of service to the world. So stand up, walk through and let the world see the new you.

The week before the 10/10 Portal

As with other portals, it isn’t just one day, there are seven days of reflection and integration either side.

So from October 3rd onwards, it’s time to start bringing into our awareness all that binds us to the old energy, the shadowlands of you. Start journaling around:

  • What has chained you in place?
  • Be honest, go deep, be true to yourself.
  • What are you chained to?
  • Look at things which don’t serve your highest interest. Behaviour patterns around people, sex, food, fags, drugs, money, gambling, control.
  • Are there people and relationships that don’t serve you?
  • Is it your job or unwanted responsibility, or an outdated sense of duty to putting others first that stops you fulfilling your potential?
  • Is it body image, or prejudice that has put the lid on your box?
  • Is it a mindset that has always whispered “but you could never do that”, “what makes you think you could ever be more than you are now”?

There are so many chains that bind us, that anchored us to the lowest density existence. Patterns, behaviours, repeating paradigms, they all need to be identified if they’re to be stopped.

If you can’t see them fully in yourself, they say they do run in the family. Have a look see what is a recurring theme… and then say aloud “and this 20/10 is where that pattern runs out!”

Have the intent to cut all dysfunctional cords that bind us to a toxic relationship, belief or pattern of behaviour. If it’s a toxic relationship with a partner, you don’t have to sever all ties, you can just declare the intent to cut the toxic cords snarling up a mutually respectful relationship – and set the intent for your relationship to be different in future. Define boundaries for yourself. Do not capitulate just because they push your buttons or manipulate you – these cords can be cut but will grow back and reattach if you return to the imbalanced behaviour that allowed them to establish in the first place.

That was about people taking too much in a relationship. Other times, it’s our “fault” for giving too much. In giving too much, we are then in a “victim” relationship, where we may become resentful that we are getting nothing in return. So we cut the ties to the person, feel good and proud of ourselves but then slip back into same old pattern of giving too much to keep the peace, or to feel loved, or to feel good about ourselves. If we set the intent to put ourself first and set a clear boundary over which we will not step (and learn to say NO!), those old energetic cords, ties and chains will not re-establish.

EXERCISE – defining what is it we need help with in the run up to 10/10? What is imprisoning us?

Look at your patterns of behaviours, disappointments or recurring problems to understand what is not right with you, and why.

  • What triggers you to act or react the way you do?
  • How much of it is real, or imagined?
  • What is it that needs to change?
  • With whom, or what?
  • Who do you need to send a heartfelt apology to?
  • Who do you need to forgive and release?

This reflection is going to be really powerful. It’s one thing to know what holds us back; another thing entirely to stop sweeping it under the carpet, and focusing on it to do change the outcome!

Jot some ideas down in your Journal. Look at what triggers you, or sets off your old, negative 3D coping mechanisms.

  • PAST: What feelings of guilt or shame do you have coming from the past?
  • FUTURE: What feelings of fear do you have regarding the future?
  • PRESENT: What feelings of inadequacy do you have in the present?

By the end of October 9th, you should have a very good picture of everything you want to unchain yourself from and a heartfelt desire to junk the lot!

10/10 Portal Day

Time to face down our fear of the unknown. Spirit (in the form of the highest energetic realms) will flood through us on 10/10 to help release the old ties and chains we have identified.

It’s time to confront our fears and baseless thoughts, these are the chains that hold us back. Are we going forwards or staying in our comfort zone (even though it’s not that comfortable)?

NO! We’re going to go forward into the golden light of 5D, and anchor the golden energy of the new Dawn in ourselves and the planet. It strikes the planet for the first time on 10/10, so it is up to us to clear our bodies of any old limiting beliefs or behaviours so that it can flow through us, and become embedded in the Earth’s energy grid, preparing the way for the precious 2020 energy.

In the shadowlands, we’ve all done things we’re not proud of. But those who teach Darkness is bad and Lightness is good have rather missed the point. The darkness and the light are inextricably linked in the eternal sacred cycle of life. The Dark serves the light, and the Light serves the dark. The self-righteous who might disdain us for our shadow lives have conveniently forgotten they’ve been there too, just ahead of us in the queue…

So just do it, step into the golden light with the purpose of embodying change on the planet and state the heartfelt intent…

Every cell in my body is rejuvenated and renewed unto LOVE.

Also, hold the intent that we activate our full Chakra lightbodies, to be forever flooded with divine White Crystal Light.

EXERCISE – Journal your thoughts, insights, messages, visions, feelings, emotions AFTER you have been through the 10/10 portal.

The week after 10/10

In the early days, fully establishing ourselves in 5D will be tough as we cannot thrive in a 5D setting, nor fully earth the energy since holding and grounding a higher frequency is a tough ask when our bodies haven’t fully upgraded yet.

So have the intent that all your Chakras will be firing up with white light, with rainbow energy flowing around you to balance and integrate you with the higher energies.

Sadly, we can’t outrun any damage we’ve done to our physical bodies this lifetime, and very regrettably, I am not going to be a stick insect again. So now is the time to set the intent to be kind to bodies that have served us so well, on a daily basis, for many years, often without a single word of thanks for its hard work…

The 10/10 portal is not about trading the Morris Minor in for the Maserati. We can’t swerve what we have put our bodies through. But we can hold the intent to give our bodies time to rest, or enjoy exercise, or find the pleasure they need by tuning in and loving our bodies.

DAILY ROUTINE – We can show our bodies how much we love them by massaging the soles of our feet each morning before we get out of bed. Or by soaking them in an Epsom or Himalayan salt bath and rubbing a blend of hemp oil and Spikenard essential oil into our feet. (Spikenard helps us detach from worldly worries and a 3D lifestyle, so it will flood up into us via all the nerve endings on the soles of our feet.) As you focus on your feet, repeat your mantra “Every cell in my body is rejuvenated and renewed unto LOVE. And it is so.” This will help to consolidate the new lightbodies emerging within us all – and will honour and respect our physical bodies, and thank them for the rigours we have put them through.

Little darlings, it’s been a long cold lonely winter…

Rainbows are nothing without sunshine AND rain. So as we move into the new Dawn, we’ll be taking the best aspects of our shadow times with us too – our experience, inner strength, courage, resilience, wisdom, understanding, compassion for those still to arrive at this point.

Understanding all this, I now feel my doubts, sense of worth and reticence about taking that running jump into 5D dissolving like a snowman on the 4th of July. It doesn’t matter a jot what I do when I get there, or completing my soul mission, or anything else that my chatterbox ego throws up to defend itself from The Great Escape…

I just have to get out of 3D and trust in the flow and process.

I hope this action plan helps you get ready for your leap into the unremembered too…

Posted by Sarah-Jane Quick

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